Chapter 29 - Thirty-Seven Years Becomes Thirty-NineBy the thirty-ninth year in the house, it felt like mine again.

Not legally.
It had always been mine legally.
Emotionally.
That took longer.
I repainted the guest bedroom.
Not a nursery.
A reading room.
I put my sewing machine back where Ashley had planned David’s office.
I replaced the kitchen floor because I wanted to.
I did not remove the wall.
Tom had always hated open-concept kitchens.
“Now every guest sees the dishes,” he used to say.
I laughed alone remembering him.
Then I stopped feeling strange about laughing alone.
Solitude was not the same as abandonment.
That lesson took me seventy years to learn.
David and I spoke occasionally.
Birthdays.
Holidays.
Coffee every few months.
Trust did not return because biology demanded it.
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It returned, where it returned, because behavior supported it.
Slowly.