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Chapter 23 - Nicole’s Reflection

For three nights Nicole dreamed of herself.

Not a monster.

Not an impostor.

Nicole.

She stood in the empty Briarwood living room wearing the burgundy sweater from the first night.

“You knew,” Dream Nicole said.

Nicole always answered, “Knew what?”

“That he was lying.”

Then she woke.

On the fourth morning, Monica found her drinking coffee at the kitchen counter.

“You look terrible.”

“Thank you.”

“Family privilege.”

Nicole told her about the dreams.

Monica listened.

“You think you’re going to split?”

“I think I’m afraid of what I ignored.”

“That isn’t the same thing.”

“I noticed Daniel hiding his phone.”

“Lots of spouses do.”

“I saw company mail marked urgent.”

“You aren’t his accountant.”

“I heard Judith say, ‘Nicole doesn’t need to know,’ at Christmas.”

Monica paused.

“You never told me that.”

Nicole stared into her coffee.

“I asked Daniel.”

“What did he say?”

“That they were planning my anniversary gift.”

Monica winced.

“And you believed him?”

“No.”

There it was.

Nicole had not believed him.

She had chosen not to push.

“Why?” Monica asked.

Nicole’s eyes filled.

“Because I was tired of being the suspicious wife.”

“You weren’t.”

“I thought if I trusted hard enough, that made the marriage healthier.”

Monica reached across the counter.

“That’s not your crime.”

“I know.”

Nicole did know.

Daniel’s fraud belonged to Daniel.

But Nicole also recognized her own pattern.

She avoided conflict until evidence became undeniable.

Calm had been her identity.

Judith weaponized that.

Daniel relied on it.

Nicole protected it.

Later that day, she visited Daniel’s apartment.

He looked surprised.

“Everything okay?”

“No.”

He let her inside.

Nicole remained standing.

“Did you know I suspected you?”

Daniel was silent.

“That’s a yes.”

“I knew you were asking more questions.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because I was afraid.”

“No.”

Nicole shook her head.

“You counted on me dropping it.”

Daniel’s shame answered.

“Yes.”

“Because I usually did.”

“Yes.”

Nicole nodded.

“I need you to hear something without turning it into self-hatred.”

Daniel looked uncertain.

“I was too afraid of conflict in our marriage.”

“That doesn’t make what I did your fault.”

“I know.”

She felt stronger saying it.

“I’m not taking your guilt.”

Daniel’s eyes filled.

“Good.”

“But I’m taking my lesson.”

“What lesson?”

Nicole looked directly at him.

“I will never confuse silence with peace again.”

Daniel nodded.

“I hope you don’t.”

That night Nicole returned to Briarwood alone.

The house would soon be sold.

Not through Helix.

On her terms.

A preservation nonprofit planned to purchase it, minus the destroyed mirrors, using part of the land as a historical research center.

Nicole walked through the living room.

10:47 approached.

Rain began.

Of course.

She almost laughed.

“Fine,” she said aloud.

“Do it.”

The lights flickered.

Nothing.

Nicole stood where she had stood on the first night.

Between the front door and staircase.

“Come on.”

Thunder.

In the dark window, her reflection appeared.

Nicole wore a black coat.

Her reflection wore the burgundy sweater.

Nicole’s breathing changed.

The reflected woman smiled sadly.

“You’re angry.”

Nicole whispered, “Yes.”

“You hate him.”

“No.”

“You hate Judith.”

“Sometimes.”

“You hate yourself.”

Nicole’s throat tightened.

“Sometimes.”

The reflection stepped closer from the other side of the glass.

“You should’ve known.”

Nicole shook her head.

“No.”

“You saw the signs.”

“Yes.”

“You stayed.”

“Yes.”

“You were weak.”

Nicole felt tears.

“No.”

The reflection’s smile vanished.

“You let them use you.”

“They used my trust.”

“You let them.”

Nicole stepped toward the window.

“No.”

The other Nicole glared.

“You want to blame someone.”

“I do.”

“Who?”

“Daniel for Daniel’s choices.”

The reflection flinched.

“Judith for Judith’s choices.”

Another flinch.

“And me?”

Nicole breathed slowly.

“I’m responsible for mine.”

The reflected Nicole began shaking.

Nicole continued.

“I stayed quiet when I wanted to speak.”

A crack appeared in the window reflection though the glass remained intact.

“I minimized my instincts.”

Another crack.

“I thought being loved meant being easy to live with.”

The reflection began crying.

Nicole did too.

“But I am not responsible for somebody else deceiving me.”

The reflected woman whispered, “Then what am I?”

Nicole stepped closer.

“My anger.”

The woman stared.

“My shame.”

Tears moved down both faces.

“My voice when I was too afraid to use it.”

The reflection asked, “Are you going to get rid of me?”

Nicole shook her head.

“No.”

She placed her palm against the glass.

“You’re coming with me.”

The reflection placed its hand against hers.

For one moment, their palms aligned.

Then the reflection became normal.

No duplicate emerged.

No second Nicole appeared.

The storm continued.

Nicole laughed through tears.

Her phone rang.

Monica.

Nicole answered.

“You okay?”

“Yes.”

“Really?”

Nicole looked at herself in the dark window.

“Yes.”

Then the doorbell rang.

Nicole turned.

Daniel stood outside.

He looked terrified.

She opened the door.

“What happened?”

Daniel held up his phone.

On the screen was a message from Judith.

Only three words.

I FOUND HIM.

Nicole’s stomach tightened.

“Found who?”

May you like

Daniel looked at her.

“My father.”

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