Chapter 3 - Grace’s Rule

After Vincent left, I ordered the gates locked behind him.
Then I changed my mind.
“Do not stop him,” I told security.
Grace stared at me.
“You’re letting him leave?”
“I’m letting him believe I am not panicking.”
“You are panicking.”
Nobody spoke to me that way.
Apparently Grace Bennett had built a career on dangerous hobbies.
“I don’t panic.”
She looked at the letter shaking in my hand.
I put it down.
“Fine. I am reconsidering several things.”
“That’s a longer word for panicking.”
Against every instinct I possessed, I nearly laughed.
I did not.
My daughters were still watching.
Grace took them upstairs to wash flour from their clothes.
I remained in the library with Isabelle’s letter.
The separation document lay beside it like a second corpse.
For years I had believed my wife understood the man she married.
I never lied about what I was.
Not exactly.
She knew my father had been connected.
She knew businesses sometimes required men who settled arguments without courtrooms.
She knew armed security was not decorative.
But knowledge and acceptance were different things.
Maybe I had confused them because it was convenient.
Forty minutes later, Grace returned alone.
“How did you get them to talk?”
She leaned against the bookshelf.
“I didn’t.”
“I heard them.”
“I know.”
“That sounds like getting them to talk.”
“They talked because nobody was demanding it.”
I disliked answers that made me responsible.
“What did you do?”
“Cooked badly.”
I stared.
“The first week I burned pancakes. Nora laughed.”
“So?”
“The next week I sang while we cooked. Badly.”
“I noticed.”
Her mouth twitched.
“Sophie hummed. I kept cooking.”
“You didn’t tell anyone?”
“No.”
Anger rose.
“My children spoke after fourteen months and you decided not to tell their father?”
“They didn’t speak.”
“They hummed.”
“They were testing whether sound was safe.”
I said nothing.
Grace continued.
“Everyone in this house watches them. Therapists watch them. Staff watch them. You watch them like every breath might become a miracle.”
“They’re my daughters.”
“Exactly.”
That should not have hurt.
It did.
“So you ignored them?”
“I let them own the moment.”
She looked toward the ceiling.
“Olivia sang one line three weeks ago. When she realized I heard her, she cried for twenty minutes.”
Three weeks.
My daughter’s voice had existed in this house for three weeks and I had known nothing.
My jealousy returned.
Grace saw it.
“You think they chose me instead of you.”
I disliked her even more when she was accurate.
“They did.”
“No. They chose the kitchen.”
I frowned.
“What?”
“The kitchen has no doctors. No photographs except drawings on the refrigerator. No adults whispering outside doors. No one asks them to remember the worst morning of their lives.”
Her eyes softened.
“And until today, no guns.”
I looked at the coat over the chair.
Shame again.
I had always believed protecting my children meant surrounding them with power.
Maybe all I had done was surround them with reminders that danger existed.
“Did they ever mention Vincent?”
“Not directly.”
“What did they say?”
Grace hesitated.
“Olivia asked me once whether people can love someone and still be scared of them.”
My pulse slowed.
“When?”
“Last Thursday.”
“What did you answer?”
“That yes, they can.”
“And?”
“She asked whether that makes the scared person bad.”
I closed my eyes.
Isabelle.
Or me.
Perhaps both.
Grace moved toward the door.
“Where are you going?”
“To make dinner.”
“You just told me my daughter may have been trying to explain a murder.”
“And she’ll explain more when she feels safe enough.”
“I can make her safe.”
Grace looked at me for a long moment.
“That is not the same thing as making her feel safe.”
The words landed harder than any insult.
My phone rang.
Luca Marchetti.
My security chief.
He had served my father before me.
He knew every camera, gate code, driver rotation and blind spot on the property.
I answered.
“Boss, we have a problem.”
“What?”
“Someone accessed the archived security server.”
I straightened.
“When?”
“Eleven minutes ago.”
“From where?”
Pause.
“The east guest wing.”
Vincent’s rooms.
I looked toward Grace.
“Can you tell what they accessed?”
“Files from fourteen months ago.”
The week Isabelle died.
“Lock the server remotely.”
“Already done.”
“Was anything deleted?”
Another pause.
“Yes.”
My grip tightened.
“What?”
“The garage camera footage from the morning Mrs. Romano was killed.”
Grace had gone completely still.
Luca continued.
“There’s something else.”
“What?”
“Whoever deleted it didn’t use Mr. Vincent’s code.”
I looked toward the empty hallway.
“Whose code?”
May you like
Luca exhaled.
“Mrs. Donnelly’s.”