Chapter 17 - The Doctor Who Watched Us
Dr. Keller had spent eleven months inside my home.
He had interviewed me.
Observed the girls.
Reviewed their routines.
Asked about firearms, temper, sleep, alcohol, grief and family history.
I thought he was treating them.
Vincent had been paying him.
Bank records proved it.
Keller received eighty thousand dollars through a consulting company linked to Northstar.
In return, he drafted hypothetical affidavits portraying me as emotionally unstable, violent and incapable of raising traumatized children.
Some details were true.
That made the lies stronger.
I had broken a study door after Isabelle died.
I had screamed at a security guard in front of Olivia.
I had slept with a handgun on my nightstand.
I had missed therapy sessions because of “business emergencies.”
Keller turned facts into architecture for a future custody case.
My behavior supplied the bricks.
Vincent supplied the design.
Keller was questioned by investigators.
He denied knowing about murder.
I believed that.
Not every corrupt person belonged to the whole conspiracy.
Some simply sold pieces of themselves.
The girls’ new therapist, Dr. Walsh, explained carefully that Keller’s betrayal did not mean therapy itself was unsafe.
Olivia listened.
Then asked, “How do we know you’re not bad too?”
Dr. Walsh smiled sadly.
“You don’t know yet.”
I expected reassurance.
Instead she said, “Trust is something I should earn.”
Grace looked at me.
The lesson was not subtle.
That evening, I removed every hidden weapon from the living areas.
Security hated it.
I did it anyway.
I moved meetings out of the mansion.
No captains.
No armed visitors beyond designated guards.
No arguments about money where children could hear.
The house physically changed.
The girls noticed.
Sophie began spending afternoons in the library again.
Nora demanded music during breakfast.
Olivia returned to the piano Isabelle had taught her to play.
One rainy afternoon, she called me into the music room.
“I forgot.”
“What?”
“The song.”
She played three uncertain notes.
“You Are My Sunshine.”
My throat tightened.
“Grace knows it.”
“I know.”
“Mommy knew it.”
“I know.”
“You?”
I sat beside her.
“Barely.”
She moved over.
“Then learn.”
I had negotiated contracts worth tens of millions.
Nothing had frightened me like placing two fingers on those keys.
Olivia corrected me relentlessly.
“No, Daddy.”
Again.
“Wrong.”
Again.
“You’re bad at this.”
“I control several businesses.”
“You don’t control the piano.”
Grace laughed from the doorway.
For ten minutes, we were almost ordinary.
Then Miriam arrived.
Ordinary ended.
Federal prosecutors wanted a meeting.
Not about Vincent.
About me.
Years of illegal gambling, extortionate lending, tax violations and conspiracy did not disappear because I had become emotionally reflective.
I appreciated the universe’s lack of sentiment.
Miriam advised cooperation.
“How bad?”
“Potentially very.”
“Years?”
“Yes.”
Grace went pale.
I looked at the girls.
“Can we delay until Vincent’s trial?”
“Possibly. But the longer you appear to hide, the worse it becomes.”
Old instincts screamed.
Move money.
Leave.
Pressure witnesses.
Control the prosecutor.
Those instincts had built everything I was now trying to escape.
“What happens if I cooperate?”
“You expose yourself.”
“What happens if I don’t?”
“You may still be charged, with fewer options.”
I nodded.
“Set the meeting.”
Grace followed me into the hallway.
“You decided that quickly.”
“No. I decided fourteen months late.”
Her eyes filled.
“The girls just got you back.”
“I know.”
“You might leave them again.”
The accusation hurt because it was true.
“This time I won’t lie about why.”
“That doesn’t make it okay.”
“No.”
She wiped her eyes angrily.
“Stop agreeing with me.”
“Would you prefer I become unreasonable?”
“I’d prefer this weren’t happening.”
“So would I.”
She turned away.
I caught her hand.
It was the first time I touched her without crisis giving me permission.
She looked down at our hands.
Then at me.
I released her.
“Sorry.”
“Don’t be.”
We stood there, surrounded by everything unresolved.
Then a small voice came from the staircase.
Olivia.
“Are you going to jail?”
Neither of us had heard her approach.
I crouched.
“I might.”
Her face closed.
The silence returned to her eyes.
I felt panic.
“No, sweetheart. Look at me.”
She did.
“I’m not disappearing. If I have to go somewhere because of things I did, I will tell you. You can ask questions. You can be angry.”
“Did you kill people?”
The question tore through every excuse I had ever made.
I answered carefully.
“I hurt people. I ordered things that hurt people. I’ve done things I’m ashamed of.”
Tears filled her eyes.
“Are you bad?”
I thought of Vincent.
Of Isabelle.
Of the man I had been.
“I’ve done bad things.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
Children were cruel with precision.
I swallowed.
“I’m trying to become someone you don’t have to be afraid of.”
Olivia stared at me.
Then whispered:
“Mommy wanted that.”
I knew.
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