Chapter 24 - Five Years Measured in Voices

Prison time was not dramatic.

Mostly it was repetition.

Count.

Meals.

Work.

Calls.

Visits.

Days becoming numbers.

But my daughters measured time differently.

Olivia entered middle school.

Sophie joined choir.

Nora learned to read chapter books and developed opinions about everyone.

Grace sent photographs.

Never of moments that made me feel replaced.

Always moments that reminded me life was continuing.

That distinction was kindness.

Mrs. Donnelly moved into a small apartment nearby and became honorary grandmother whether anyone authorized it or not.

Camille rebuilt contact with Nicholas.

Aaron became chief compliance officer at Sunlight Group, a title that would have made the frightened accountant from years earlier laugh.

Miriam chaired the independent board.

My name disappeared from management.

That was intentional.

The company grew.

Cleanly.

I owned reduced shares through a blind structure subject to restitution and fines.

Money became less interesting when I could not use it to control outcomes.

Grace visited twice a month.

At first we avoided defining ourselves.

Then one winter afternoon she sat across from me in the visiting room.

“This is ridiculous.”

“What?”

“Us.”

“I suspected.”

“I love you.”

My brain stopped.

She looked annoyed.

“You could respond.”

“I was enjoying the moment.”

“You’re impossible.”

“I love you too.”

There.

No music.

No mansion.

No perfect timing.

Plastic chairs bolted to the floor.

A vending machine humming behind us.

Perhaps that made it honest.

“We still wait,” she said.

“For what?”

“You coming home.”

“I’m not proposing.”

“Good.”

I smiled.

“Cruel.”

“Practical.”

The girls grew.

Olivia became quieter again at thirteen, but it was adolescent privacy, not terror.

That difference mattered.

Sophie sang publicly.

Her first concert was streamed to me through an approved recorded program afterward.

She sang “You Are My Sunshine.”

I cried in front of two men serving sentences for armed robbery.

Neither commented.

Prison had strange etiquette.

Nora barely remembered her mutism.

That was a gift.

She remembered Isabelle through stories instead.

At eighteen months, I received news that Vincent had exhausted a major appeal.

At two years, Luca was released after cooperation credit.

He wrote me a letter.

I did not answer for six months.

When I finally did, I wrote:

I do not forgive you yet. I also do not want you dead anymore. That is progress.

He responded:

More than I deserve.

At three years, my custody arrangement with Grace and a court-appointed guardian was reviewed.

Because I had voluntarily established a stable plan before surrender, no challenge succeeded.

The girls remained in the mansion until Olivia asked to move.

“Too many ghosts,” she said during a visit.

Grace looked at me.

I nodded.

They moved to a smaller house in Garden City.

Near school.

Near Isabelle’s grave.

Near the preschool, which surprised me.

Olivia explained:

“I don’t want one parking lot to own the whole town.”

Again, my daughter understood power better than I had.

The mansion was sold.

I expected grief.

Instead, relief.

Grace saved one thing from the library.

The western window seat.

It could not literally be removed without destroying it, so she had a carpenter reproduce it in the new house using some original wood trim.

Inside the hidden compartment, she placed The Secret Garden.

No evidence.

No letters.

Just the book.

At forty-six months, I became eligible for transfer to a lower-security facility.

At fifty-two months, my release date moved forward for good conduct and program credit.

Grace did not tell the girls immediately.

She wanted to surprise them.

I told her surprises had caused enough damage in our family.

We compromised.

They knew the week.

Not the hour.

On the morning I learned my final release date, I called Olivia.

She was twelve going on forty.

“What are you going to do first?”

“Eat food that didn’t arrive on a plastic tray.”

“Wrong.”

“What should I do?”

“Listen.”

“To what?”

She refused to answer.

Then Sophie grabbed the phone.

“You’ll ruin it!”

“What?”

“Nothing!”

Nora shouted from somewhere:

“Grace says stop yelling!”

Grace herself came on.

“You heard nothing.”

“I heard conspiracy.”

“You’ll survive.”

“Historically questionable.”

She laughed.

I held the phone against my ear after the call ended.

For years, silence had terrified me.

Now their noise lived inside me even after the line went dead.

That night I received one final letter.

No return address.

Inside was a single sheet from Vincent.

Dom,

I heard Sophie sings.

Someone sent me a newspaper clipping.

I don’t expect an answer.

I just wanted you to know I remember the song too.

Mom used to sing it before Dad became impossible.

Maybe we were not born ruined.

Maybe we practiced.

V.

I read it three times.

Then folded it.

I did not answer.

But I did not throw it away either.

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