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Chapter 14 - The First Honest SeparationMarcus moved out of the guest room.

Not out of the house.

Into the finished basement.

It had a bathroom, small office and sofa bed.

They established a schedule.

Marcus handled the baby from eight until midnight whenever possible.

Taylor handled overnight feeding unless a bottle was available.

Nicole came twice weekly, but only as an aunt helping with the baby.

She no longer mediated.

The arrangement felt bizarrely professional.

Yet the house grew calmer.

Taylor began weekly therapy.

Marcus began individual counseling too.

His therapist challenged him during the second session.

"What are you angriest about?"

"The name."

"Why?"

"It's humiliating."

"Why is it humiliating?"

Marcus frowned.

"Because my wife named my son after her dead fiancé."

"Does that make you lesser than him?"

"No."

"Then whose judgment are you afraid of?"

Marcus sat back.

He had not expected the question.

"Everybody's."

"Who is everybody?"

"My family."

"Do they know?"

"No."

"Friends?"

"No."

"So currently the humiliation exists mostly in your imagination."

Marcus disliked that.

"It's still real."

"Your hurt is real. Your fear of social judgment is anticipatory."

He considered it.

"What if people find out?"

"They may have opinions."

"I'll look like an idiot."

"Why?"

"Because I didn't know."

"Trusting your spouse is idiotic?"

Marcus was silent.

His therapist leaned back.

"Taylor deceived you. Don't turn her deception into evidence that you were foolish to trust."

That sentence followed Marcus home.

Taylor was making dinner when he arrived.

The baby slept in a sling against her chest.

"You cooked?" Marcus asked.

"Technically, the oven cooked."

He almost smiled.

She pointed toward a covered dish.

"I made enough for you."

"Thanks."

"No pressure to eat together."

"Okay."

Marcus took his plate downstairs.

Halfway through eating he realized how much he missed sitting across from her.

Missing someone did not resolve betrayal.

That truth annoyed him.

Later, Taylor knocked on the basement door.

"Come in."

She held an envelope.

"Our mortgage documents."

Marcus frowned.

"You already showed me."

"I found something else."

He tensed.

Taylor immediately said, "It's not another secret."

That almost made him laugh.

She handed him a statement.

"I calculated how much of Andre's insurance money remains traceable in the equity."

Marcus stared.

"Why?"

"If we separate permanently, I don't want the house becoming another thing we manipulate emotionally."

He studied her.

"You talked to a lawyer."

"Yes."

"Good."

Taylor looked surprised.

"You aren't angry?"

"No. You should know your rights."

"I thought you'd think I was preparing to fight you."

"If we divorce, we both need lawyers."

The word still hurt.

But less explosively.

Taylor sat.

"My attorney said not to assume the entire down payment would be treated as separate because of how we titled and paid for the property."

"Mine said similar."

They looked at each other.

"You talked to a lawyer too," Taylor said.

"Yes."

"Okay."

No accusation.

No panic.

That felt new.

Taylor continued.

"I'm not trying to push you out of the house."

"Neither am I."

"I want our son stable."

"So do I."

She glanced toward the ceiling.

"We still need a name."

Marcus nodded.

They had made lists separately.

Taylor pulled out hers.

Marcus laughed.

"What?"

She had written forty-seven names.

"You made a spreadsheet?"

"It's a list."

"It has columns."

"Shut up."

For one second they laughed together.

Then both became quiet.

The ease frightened them.

Marcus pulled out his own list.

Taylor looked.

"You only have six."

"I'm efficient."

She smiled.

Miles appeared on both.

So did Jordan.

Micah.

Elias.

Marcus pointed.

"Miles keeps winning."

Taylor nodded.

"Do we know anybody named Miles?"

"No."

"Any dead exes?"

Marcus regretted the joke immediately.

Taylor's face fell.

"I'm sorry."

"No."

Marcus rubbed his forehead.

"That was cheap."

Taylor nodded.

"But probably inevitable."

"I don't want that to become how I hurt you."

"You have the right to be angry."

"Not unlimited rights."

Taylor looked at him.

"Thank you."

He shook his head.

"Don't reward basic decency."

She nodded.

They compared names.

Eventually both circled Miles.

Marcus looked toward the baby monitor.

"Miles Reed."

Taylor said it softly.

No symbolism.

No hidden memorial.

Just a name both liked.

Marcus exhaled.

"I think that's him."

Taylor smiled through tears.

"I think so too."

The next morning they called the attorney.

The petition would identify the baby's current legal name and requested new name.

Marcus looked at the form.

Andre Reed → Miles Reed.

Taylor's hand trembled as she signed.

Marcus watched.

"You can take a minute."

"No."

She completed the signature.

"This shouldn't have happened in the first place."

Marcus signed next.

The pen felt heavy.

When they finished, Taylor whispered, "I'm sorry his first legal document carries our worst mistake."

Marcus looked at the baby sleeping nearby.

"He won't remember this."

"We will."

"Maybe we're supposed to."

Taylor looked at him.

Marcus continued.

"Not to punish ourselves. To remember what secrecy costs."

She nodded.

That afternoon Nicole arrived.

Taylor showed her the filed paperwork.

Nicole smiled sadly.

"Miles."

Marcus watched her.

"You like it?"

"I love it."

Then Nicole reached into her bag.

"I need to tell both of you something before you hear it from somebody else."

Marcus closed his eyes.

Nicole winced.

"Sorry."

"What is it?"

"Andre's cousin Malcolm contacted me."

Taylor stiffened.

"Why?"

"Because Evelyn told him about the baby-name situation."

Marcus frowned.

"And?"

Nicole hesitated.

"Malcolm said Andre talked to him about you."

Marcus stared.

"Me?"

Taylor looked confused.

"Andre died before I met Marcus."

Nicole nodded.

"Not Marcus personally."

She looked at Taylor.

"He talked about what he hoped you'd do if he died."

May you like

Taylor went pale.

"And Malcolm says there's a recording."

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