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Chapter 24 - The Glove

Marcus brought the baseball glove the next afternoon.

Jordan had not seen it in years.

Brown leather.

Cracked webbing.

His initials burned into the thumb.

J.P.

Marcus stood at Alicia’s front door holding it in both hands.

“I found it while cleaning the garage.”

Jordan took it.

“You kept this?”

“Of course.”

Jordan slipped his hand inside.

Too small now.

He remembered being nine.

Marcus kneeling in the yard.

“Two hands, Jordan.”

The ball striking leather.

His father cheering as though a routine catch mattered.

Memory was cruel that way.

It refused to simplify people.

“You were a good dad,” Jordan said quietly.

Marcus looked stunned.

Jordan corrected himself.

“Sometimes.”

Marcus nodded.

“Sometimes.”

Jordan looked at the glove.

“That’s what makes this confusing.”

“I know.”

“You taught me how to ride a bike.”

“Yes.”

“You came to every middle-school game.”

“Yes.”

“You stayed up all night when I had pneumonia.”

Marcus’s eyes filled.

Jordan continued.

“So when people say ‘he’s your father’ like that explains why I should forgive you, it makes me angry.”

Marcus swallowed.

“Because?”

“Because I already know you’re my father.”

Jordan looked directly at him.

“That’s why it hurt.”

Marcus closed his eyes.

A tear escaped.

He wiped it quickly.

Jordan had almost never seen him cry.

“I’m sorry,” Marcus whispered.

Jordan leaned against the doorway.

“I keep waiting for the apology to make everything feel different.”

“Does it?”

“No.”

Marcus nodded.

“Okay.”

“I’m still angry.”

“Okay.”

“I still check every promise you make.”

“Okay.”

“I screenshot your texts.”

Marcus almost smiled.

“Probably smart.”

Jordan laughed.

The sound surprised both of them.

Marcus looked at the glove.

“I found something else.”

Jordan tensed.

Marcus noticed.

“Not money.”

“Good.”

Marcus pulled an old photograph from his pocket.

Young Marcus beside the Oldsmobile.

Lillian holding the keys.

The still image from the same day as the VHS.

On the back, in Lillian’s handwriting:

Help is not weakness.

Jordan stared.

“I thought you should have it.”

He took the photo.

“Why didn’t that lesson stick?”

Marcus looked toward the street.

“Because receiving help and giving it require different kinds of humility.”

Jordan waited.

“I liked receiving help when I needed it.”

Marcus laughed bitterly.

“I liked giving help when it made me feel powerful.”

Jordan looked at the photo.

“And when I asked you like an equal?”

“I felt unnecessary.”

Jordan shook his head.

“That’s messed up.”

“Yes.”

No defense.

Just yes.

Jordan slid the photograph into the glove.

Marcus stepped backward.

“I won’t stay.”

Jordan looked up.

“You can.”

Marcus froze.

“Five minutes.”

A tiny smile appeared.

“Okay.”

They sat on the porch.

Not father and son restored.

Not strangers.

Something unfinished.

Marcus told him the SUV had sold.

He had bought a four-year-old Accord.

Jordan laughed.

“So we’re an Accord family now?”

“Apparently.”

“Darius started it.”

“Technically.”

They talked about community-college registration.

Jordan’s work schedule.

The duplex sale.

Marcus admitted his credit score had fallen nearly eighty points.

Jordan resisted the urge to comfort him.

Marcus did not ask.

Before leaving, Marcus said, “Therapy starts Thursday.”

Jordan blinked.

“What?”

“I found somebody.”

“Why are you telling me?”

“Because I usually announce things after I succeed.”

Jordan looked at him.

Marcus smiled weakly.

“I’m trying to announce the uncomfortable beginning instead.”

Jordan nodded.

“That sounds awful.”

“It does.”

“Good luck.”

“Thanks.”

Marcus reached the walkway.

Jordan called after him.

“Dad.”

Marcus turned.

Jordan held up the glove.

“Thanks.”

Marcus nodded.

Not for forgiveness.

Not for another chance.

For receiving something old without letting it erase something new.

That night Jordan put the glove on his desk beside the empty CAR envelope.

Two objects from two versions of his father.

One from a man who taught him how to catch.

One from a man who taught him what betrayal felt like.

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Jordan realized both were true.

And he no longer needed to choose between them.

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