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Chapter 25 - Smaller Walls

Gloria moved into a two-bedroom condo fifteen minutes from Vivian.

It was bright, modern, and half the size of the old house. No formal dining room. No grand entryway. No wall long enough for the cluster of oversized family portraits she had once arranged like proof.

At first she hated it.

She complained about the parking, the smaller closets, the view of another building instead of a landscaped yard. But beneath those complaints, Elias heard something new—grief without the same level of performance. Loss had become too concrete to dramatize elegantly.

He helped assemble bookshelves one Saturday while Naomi arranged kitchen items with Gloria’s reluctant permission.

“You don’t have to alphabetize my spices,” Gloria said.

Naomi smiled. “Good, because I wasn’t going to.”

Vivian, unpacking framed photos, snorted.

Life in the condo imposed new truths. There was less room for hosting and less room for illusion. Reese set up automatic bill structures Gloria could not easily evade. Denise helped resolve remaining social obligations. Pastor Green stopped by with a plant and, in a moment of awkward grace, apologized to Gloria for being useful to her avoidance rather than her healing.

She actually accepted the apology.

That surprised everyone.

One evening, while unpacking a smaller version of the old family photo, Gloria said to Elias, “I keep thinking people will pity me.”

“Some will,” he said. “People pity whatever reflects their own fears.”

She looked at him. “That sounded like your father.”

He smiled faintly. “Maybe I finally opened the right letters.”

A week later, Gloria attended her first therapy session.

No one believed it would happen until it had happened.

When Elias called that Sunday, she mentioned it in a tone halfway between resentment and disbelief. “Apparently I have attachment issues.”

Naomi nearly fell off the couch laughing when he repeated that later.

“What?” Elias said, laughing too.

“She spent twenty years weaponizing attachment and now a therapist puts a label on it like it’s a pantry item.”

He grinned. “You’re cruel.”

“I’m delighted.”

But beneath the humor, both of them knew therapy mattered. Not as instant redemption, but as a sign that Gloria had at least stopped treating every mirror like an attack.

The extended family slowly recalibrated too. Rochelle visited the condo and told Gloria gently, “Auntie, I love you, but you had us out here defending a version of events that wasn’t true.” Gloria didn’t argue. Mrs. Carter brought banana bread and church gossip, then left with less gossip than usual. Even Pastor Green’s sermons on family shifted from duty-heavy toward healthier boundaries.

Meanwhile, Elias and Naomi began taking their own life back.

They went to dinner without interrupted calls. They spent a full Saturday furniture shopping. They talked about vacation. They argued lightly over paint colors for the guest room in Elias’s condo and then admitted that maybe they were really talking about making it their place rather than his.

One night, as they cooked together, Naomi looked at him and said, “Do you notice what’s happening?”

He chopped scallions and looked up. “What?”

“We’re talking about the future without your mother taking up the whole emotional room.”

He paused.

She was right.

Not because Gloria no longer existed. She still did, with all her history and unpredictability. But she no longer dominated every horizon.

That realization felt like oxygen.

Later that week, Gloria asked Naomi if she would join her for coffee.

Naomi accepted after a long look at Elias.

At the café, Gloria arrived five minutes early and, astonishingly, without performance.

She stirred her coffee and said, “My therapist asked me whether I know the difference between being needed and being loved.”

Naomi waited.

“I told her of course I do,” Gloria said dryly. “She did not seem convinced.”

Naomi almost smiled. “And now?”

Gloria looked down. “Now I think I built too much of my identity on being irreplaceable through need.”

“That’s a painful realization.”

“Yes.” Gloria met her eyes. “I am not asking you to reassure me.”

“Good.”

A small, humorless smile touched Gloria’s face. “You really don’t waste language.”

“No.”

Gloria folded her hands. “I don’t expect you to be close to me. But I would like to stop being someone you have to brace for.”

Naomi let that sit.

Then she said, “That would be a meaningful start.”

When Naomi told Elias afterward, he stood at the kitchen sink for a moment in silence.

Then he turned and said, “I think we’re actually in the repair part.”

Naomi nodded. “Yes. And repair is slower than crisis. Less exciting. More real.”

He walked to her, slid his arms around her waist, and kissed her forehead.

May you like

For the first time in months, he wasn’t holding on because something was collapsing.

He was holding on because something was finally being built on purpose.

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