Chapter 25 - Nalin’s Decision

The rebuilt house was finished in early autumn.
Nalin stood on the porch at sunrise.
Cade brought coffee.
She tasted it.
“Bad.”
“Owen taught me.”
“That explains.”
He leaned against a post.
“Going to Dry Creek?”
“Yes.”
“For what?”
“Council meeting.”
Cade raised an eyebrow.
Nalin had been elected to a local water cooperative formed after the railroad dispute.
Ranchers, town representatives, farmers, and Apache landholders negotiated usage agreements together.
Messy.
Slow.
Arguments everywhere.
Nalin loved it.
Mostly because nobody could solve disputes by sending Gabe Mercer to burn a house.
“So you’re becoming a politician.”
“No.”
“Sounds like one.”
“I will shoot you.”
“Politician.”
She smiled.
Then became serious.
“I received a letter.”
“From?”
“Washington.”
Cade stiffened.
“Bad?”
“No.”
A federal investigator wanted Nalin to testify before a Senate committee reviewing military contracting abuses.
Cade whistled.
“You going?”
“I do not know.”
“Why?”
“They want Taza.”
“What about him?”
“They want the story.”
Cade understood.
Not necessarily the truth.
The story.
Dead Apache scout.
Corrupt general.
Famous gunslinger.
Dramatic hearing.
“Do you want to tell it?”
“Yes.”
“Then?”
“I do not want them using him.”
Cade nodded.
She handed him the letter.
The language was respectful.
Still political.
Colter arrived later and read it.
“They’ll turn you into a symbol.”
“I know.”
“Symbols get attention.”
“I know.”
“Attention gets reform.”
“Sometimes.”
“Sometimes not.”
Nalin looked at him.
“You think I should go?”
Colter hesitated.
“I think you should decide what you want from it before they decide for you.”
Cade smiled.
Colter looked annoyed.
“What?”
“That sounded useful.”
“I remain occasionally unbearable.”
Nalin decided to go.
Cade offered to accompany her.
She said no.
He accepted.
That surprised her.
“You are not arguing?”
“No.”
“Are you sick?”
“Maybe.”
She studied him.
“Good.”
Nalin traveled east with Father Ruiz and a federal escort she chose after reviewing names.
In Washington, she testified.
Months later, newspapers carried portions west.
She spoke about Taza’s work as a scout without pretending his relationship with the Army was simple.
She described Creed’s private profiteering.
Voss’s abuse of authority.
Weller’s financial interests.
Then she spoke about Cade.
A senator asked:
“Do you consider Mr. Thorn a hero in exposing this scheme?”
Nalin answered:
“No.”
Another asked:
“A criminal?”
“Sometimes.”
Laughter moved through the hearing room.
She did not smile.
“He shot my brother because my brother asked not to be captured. He then failed for eleven years to tell my family what happened. Later he risked his life to help expose the people responsible. Humans are inconvenient when committees want categories.”
The quotation traveled nationally.
Cade read it in Dry Creek.
Martha Pell watched his face.
“You angry?”
“No.”
“She called you a criminal.”
“Sometimes.”
Martha laughed.
Nalin returned six weeks later.
Cade met the stagecoach outside town.
She stepped down.
“Miss me?”
“No.”
“You look pleased.”
“Dust.”
“Terrible liar.”
They rode home.
She brought books.
Newspaper clippings.
A new water pump design.
And one small government envelope.
“What?”
Cade asked.
Nalin handed it over.
Inside was an official correction to Taza’s military record.
His designation as deserter and thief had been removed.
The Army acknowledged evidence that he attempted to report diversion of military weapons before his death.
Nalin stared ahead.
Cade read it twice.
“That matters.”
“Yes.”
“Enough?”
“No.”
“Good.”
She smiled faintly.
At the ranch, a group of relatives waited.
Food.
Music.
Children.
Cade stayed near the edge.
Nalin dragged him closer once.
“You live here.”
“Debatable.”
“No.”
That word hit differently now.
He lived somewhere.
The idea still frightened him.
Later, after everyone left, Nalin sat on the porch.
“What will you do?”
“Tomorrow?”
“In general.”
Cade looked across the land.
“Fence east pasture.”
“I mean life.”
“That is life.”
She rolled her eyes.
He smiled.
“I don’t know.”
Nalin nodded.
She had learned not every unknown required immediate filling.
Then she said:
“I am thinking of building a schoolhouse.”
“For?”
“Children from the ranches. Dry Creek. Apache families nearby. Anyone.”
Cade looked impressed.
“You teaching?”
“No.”
“Good.”
She punched his good arm.
Pain less than before.
His gunshot wound had healed into a scar.
Cheek too.
Nalin’s bruises gone.
Split lip healed.
Scars remained where deeper scrapes had been.
Continuity carried into flesh.
Cade touched the old scar on his upper arm.
The saloon remained with them.
Not visibly every second.
Still there.
Nalin looked toward sunset.
“The Silver Dollar trap was meant to make you repeat yourself.”
“Yes.”
“Did it?”
“At first.”
“And now?”
Cade thought.
“I drew.”
“Yes.”
“I fought.”
“Yes.”
“I almost ran.”
“Yes.”
“But?”
“I stayed.”
Nalin nodded.
That was the difference.
May you like
Not becoming a new man in twenty-nine seconds.
Staying long enough to face what the old man had done.