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Chapter 4 - The Name Ruth Never Spoke

They made camp beneath an overhanging shelf of rock.

Elias lay beside a small fire while Sani prepared a bitter-smelling mixture for the swelling in his leg.

Tavan sat opposite him.

Neither spoke for a long time.

Finally Elias said, “Start with Ruth.”

Tavan looked up.

“My mother.”

“Ruth Boone raised you.”

“She was my mother.”

“Yes.”

The agreement surprised Elias.

Tavan continued.

“I will not take that from her.”

“Then tell me why she lied.”

“I do not know what she believed.”

“She told me she gave birth to me.”

“Did she?”

Elias opened his mouth.

Then stopped.

Had Ruth ever actually said those words?

He searched childhood memories.

Ruth telling him about fever.

Ruth saying, “You came to me during the worst winter of my life.”

Ruth saying, “A mother is the one who stays.”

But Elias could not remember her ever describing his birth.

Silas had done that.

Silas told him Ruth nearly died delivering him during a Kansas snowstorm.

Silas told him they named him Elias after Ruth’s father.

Silas had built the story.

Ruth had simply never torn it down.

Tavan watched his realization.

“She tried to tell you.”

Elias’s eyes narrowed.

“How would you know?”

“Because she wrote to me.”

The forest seemed suddenly silent.

“What?”

“Twice.”

“When?”

“The first letter came when you were twenty.”

Elias sat up despite the pain.

“You knew where I was.”

“Yes.”

“You had my address.”

“Yes.”

“And you never came.”

Tavan looked into the fire.

“Your mother—Mara—made me promise.”

“Promise what?”

“That I would not pull you between two lives.”

Elias stared.

“You just chased me through half a forest.”

Pain entered Tavan’s expression.

“I said I made the promise.”

“Not that you kept it.”

“No.”

At least he admitted it.

“What did Ruth write?”

Tavan reached inside his coat.

He removed a folded piece of paper protected by oilcloth.

Elias recognized the handwriting before the page was fully open.

Ruth.

His throat tightened.

Tavan handed it to him.

The letter was thirteen years old.

Tavan,

He asks questions now.

Silas tells me silence is safer, but I no longer know whether safety purchased with lies is safety at all.

Elias believes I am his blood mother.

I have allowed this too long.

If you still honor Mara’s wishes, tell me what I should do.

I love him as completely as if I had carried him myself.

That is why I am frightened to lose him.

—Ruth

Elias read it twice.

His vision blurred.

“She wanted to tell me.”

“Yes.”

“What did you answer?”

Tavan’s jaw tightened.

“I told her to wait.”

Elias looked up sharply.

“You?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Voss’s father was alive then. Men were still searching records connected to Caleb Boone. Your name appearing in Cedar Basin could have brought them to you.”

“So everybody lied for my protection.”

“At first.”

The final two words mattered.

“At first?”

Tavan looked toward the darkness.

“Silas’s reasons changed.”

Elias felt anger rise.

“How?”

“That should come from him.”

“He’s alive?”

Tavan stared at him.

“You did not know?”

“My father—my uncle—left Kansas six months ago. He said he was taking cattle south.”

“He is in Fort Garrett.”

“With Voss?”

“Yes.”

Elias felt physically sick.

“No.”

“I saw him four days ago.”

“You’re wrong.”

“I knew Silas before you could walk.”

Elias clenched Ruth’s letter.

“What was he doing?”

“Entering Voss’s office.”

Elias remembered the last conversation he had with Silas.

The older man had stood beside the Boone barn at dawn.

Don’t fight Voss, boy.

Some land costs more to keep than it’s worth.

Elias had thought it cowardice.

Now it sounded like warning.

“What happened to Caleb?” Elias asked.

Tavan’s expression changed.

“He died at Cedar Basin.”

“And Mara?”

“She died three days later.”

Elias looked at the faded photograph.

The young woman holding him looked straight into the camera.

Not smiling.

Not afraid.

Strong.

“What killed them?”

Tavan stared into the fire.

“Men who wanted a road.”

Elias frowned.

“What road?”

“A railroad.”

Suddenly the ledger seemed heavier.

Harlan Voss had recently purchased thousands of acres across the territory.

Rumors said a major eastern railroad would choose its western route within the year.

If Cedar Basin sat along that route—

“How much is the land worth?”

Tavan answered without hesitation.

“To Voss? Millions.”

“And to you?”

Tavan looked at him.

“It contains our winter water.”

That answer silenced Elias.

This was not merely inheritance.

A rail corridor could make one man rich.

The same land could keep another community alive.

Elias looked at the bracelet again.

“Why was my name placed on the land?”

“Because your father believed two governments would respect a white child’s legal claim more than they respected our word.”

Elias flinched at the ugliness of it.

“Was he right?”

Tavan’s expression turned bitter.

“Often.”

The fire cracked.

Elias unfolded Ruth’s letter once more.

There was writing on the reverse.

He had not noticed it.

One sentence.

Different hand.

Silas’s.

RUTH—BURN THIS. IF ELIAS LEARNS WHO HE IS, VOSS WILL COME FOR HIM.

Elias looked up.

Tavan was watching him.

“Silas knew Voss was coming.”

“Yes.”

“Then why is he working with him?”

May you like

Tavan answered quietly.

“That is the second lie you must uncover yourself.”

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