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Chapter 10 - The Real Reason

Aisha learned about the sitter from Loretta.

She did not react immediately.

They were sitting at Maya’s Saturday soccer practice, several yards apart from the other parents, watching children chase a ball beneath a pale winter sky.

Loretta had asked to attend.

Aisha had not stopped her.

Their relationship was complicated, but Maya loved her grandmother.

Adult consequences did not require severing healthy bonds for children.

“The sitter is leaving,” Loretta said.

Aisha kept her eyes on the field.

“When?”

“Next Friday.”

“Okay.”

Loretta looked at her.

“You already knew?”

“No.”

“You don’t sound surprised.”

“I’m not.”

Loretta waited.

Aisha finally turned.

“He didn’t wake up eight months after calling me unstable and suddenly discover equality.”

Loretta sighed.

“He is overwhelmed.”

“I know.”

“He’s also changing.”

“Those are different facts.”

“Yes.”

Aisha returned her attention to the game.

Maya intercepted the ball.

Aisha clapped once.

So did Loretta.

For a brief second they were simply two women proud of the same child.

Then Loretta said, “I’m sorry.”

Aisha did not ask for clarification.

“For what part?”

Loretta absorbed the deserved sharpness.

“For believing loyalty to my son required disloyalty to the truth.”

Aisha’s jaw tightened.

“That sounds practiced.”

“I practiced it.”

Aisha looked at her.

Loretta gave a sad smile.

“Because every version sounded like I was asking you to make me feel better.”

At least that was honest.

Maya’s team scored.

Parents cheered.

Aisha watched her daughter run back into position.

“I don’t know if I forgive you.”

“I’m not asking.”

“Good.”

“I will still correct my testimony.”

“That isn’t a favor.”

“I know.”

Aisha studied her.

Eight months earlier, Loretta had sat in court in a dark green dress and told the judge that Derrick provided the more reliable home.

She had said Aisha seemed “scattered.”

Aisha had wanted to scream.

Instead she had sat beside her attorney and taken notes because crying would have looked unstable too.

Now Loretta looked smaller.

Not weaker.

Just less certain.

“Why did Derrick ask for joint custody now?” Aisha asked.

Loretta hesitated.

“The sitter leaving was part of it.”

“Part?”

“His work is suffering.”

Aisha laughed softly.

“There it is.”

“He missed two major meetings.”

“And?”

“He lost a client.”

Aisha turned toward her.

“What does that have to do with custody?”

“His supervisor told him he needs to stabilize his schedule.”

Aisha’s expression became still.

Loretta continued.

“He realized he cannot keep traveling the way he used to.”

“So he wants me to take half the week so he can work.”

“That is not the only reason.”

“But it was the trigger.”

Loretta did not deny it.

Aisha looked back toward the field.

A familiar ache rose.

For years, Derrick’s work had been treated as immovable.

Aisha’s work adapted around school closings, sick days, dentist appointments, forgotten lunches, and teacher conferences.

When she finally accepted a demanding role, Derrick portrayed that demand as evidence she was less devoted.

Now his career was colliding with parenting.

And his solution was to redistribute the load to the woman he had accused of being unable to carry it.

“Aisha.”

She stood.

“Maya’s coming off the field.”

“Aisha, wait.”

She turned.

Loretta lowered her voice.

“I’m not defending him.”

“Then don’t explain him like explanation changes impact.”

“It doesn’t.”

Aisha nodded once.

After the game, Maya ran toward them.

“We won!”

“You did,” Aisha said.

“Did you see my steal?”

“I saw it.”

Loretta hugged her.

“You were excellent.”

Maya grinned.

Then she looked behind them.

“Is Dad coming?”

Aisha checked the time.

“He said he would.”

Ten minutes passed.

Then fifteen.

Derrick arrived seventeen minutes after the game ended.

He hurried across the field.

Maya’s disappointment vanished when she saw him.

“You missed my steal!”

“I know. I’m sorry.”

“My team won.”

“I heard.”

He hugged her.

Aisha did not comment.

She did not need to.

Derrick saw the look in her eyes.

Later, beside the parking lot, he approached while Loretta helped the children with snacks.

“My call ran over.”

Aisha nodded.

“Okay.”

“That’s it?”

“What do you want?”

“You usually have something to say.”

“Would you like me to file a declaration saying you prioritize work over the children?”

His face tightened.

“That’s unnecessary.”

“So was yours.”

“Aisha.”

“Tell me the truth.”

“About what?”

“Why now?”

He knew.

His eyes moved toward the children.

“They’re far enough away.”

Derrick rubbed his neck.

“My work schedule is becoming a problem.”

Aisha waited.

“The sitter is leaving.”

She said nothing.

“My mother can’t keep covering.”

Still nothing.

“And I’m tired.”

There it was.

Derrick looked at her.

“I’m exhausted.”

Aisha felt no satisfaction.

That surprised her.

She had imagined for months what it might feel like to see Derrick confront the workload he had dismissed.

She expected vindication.

Instead she felt grief.

Because the cost of his lesson had been their family.

“You could have learned this without taking my children from me.”

His eyes dropped.

“I know.”

“No, Derrick.”

Her voice broke slightly.

“You’re beginning to know.”

He looked up.

Aisha steadied herself.

“I will never punish Maya and Elijah because you were arrogant.”

“I didn’t say you would.”

“But I also won’t let your exhaustion rewrite history.”

“I understand.”

“Do you?”

“Yes.”

“Then tell Naomi you’ll sign the correction.”

His hesitation was brief.

But Aisha saw it.

Her expression hardened.

“That’s what I thought.”

She turned.

“Aisha.”

She stopped.

“I’m scared.”

The admission was so unlike him that she looked back.

“Of what?”

“Of admitting everything and losing them.”

Aisha stared at him.

The irony was almost unbearable.

“You mean losing time with your children because someone convinces a court you’re not good enough?”

Derrick closed his eyes.

Aisha let the silence sit.

Then she spoke more gently than he deserved.

“I’m not you.”

He opened his eyes.

“I don’t want to take Maya and Elijah from their father.”

His face shifted.

“But if you want me to trust you as a co-parent…”

She looked directly at him.

“…stop making me prove I’m not your enemy.”

Before Derrick could answer, Maya called.

“Dad! Mom! Can we get pizza?”

Both turned.

Aisha almost smiled.

Derrick did.

For one ordinary moment, they were not litigants.

They were simply two tired parents being asked for pizza.

Then Derrick’s phone vibrated.

He read the message.

His smile disappeared.

Grant Hale.

Emergency conference Monday.

Aisha saw the change.

“What?”

Derrick put the phone away.

“Nothing.”

But it was not nothing.

Grant had attached a document.

A draft response accusing Aisha of pursuing modification “for retaliatory purposes.”

And beneath it, a second attachment Derrick had never seen before.

A confidential note from the original case.

One sentence had been highlighted.

Client strongly motivated by perceived disrespect from spouse; custody position may be partly strategic.

Derrick stared at it later that night.

Grant had known.

Not everything.

May you like

But enough.

And somehow that note had just been produced to Aisha’s attorney.

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